Life in Lizzy's Eyes

Life as I see it....What's really important, and what's not....

Not many can remember a time without indoor plumbing. I only remember a couple of occasions having to use this primitive fixture. In the summer it was the scariest and smelliest. Large spiders lived within these four small walls. There was no dilly-dallying. You went in, got it down and got the hell out. Sometimes…you even had to leave the door cracked a bit, so as to be able to breathe just a little bit. The winter, while cold as all get out, provided a safe place to land your bum. No fear of spiders and horrid imagined bugs, but also there was less smell. So, while it may have been 20 below, you felt a sense of relaxation and calm and you most certainly felt less hurried. I was about 5 or 6 when my Dad and a couple of others (I think Bob Abbott) decided it was time for the ol’ farmhouse to have indoor plumbing. There was a perfect room that could be converted and it happened to also be along the same wall where the well was located. It was a pretty easy job from what my Dad says. I remember it was a really neat thrill for my Grandma, and the rest of us as well. No more forays out to the outhouse in the dead of winter, the hot humid heat of summer or the middle of the night…a fate worse than death. In the picture above, I am walking across a deep hole (where the well is). I distinctly remember my mom telling me not to do it. See how well I listened? Things haven’t changed.

What farm isn’t complete without a “farm” dog. From the time I was born they had a dog named Lassie (German Shepherd). When she died, we didn’t think my Grandparents would replace her, but oh did they ever replace Lassie! One weekend we went up to the farm for a visit and a small little fuzzy ball of fur greeted us. We were thrilled beyond words especially after Grandma informed us that we could name him. So we tossed around a bunch of names, but finally ended up with Rusty, because he had such reddish orange hair. One of the first times Rusty and I bonded was when he was probably about 12 weeks old and I must have been about 9 or 10. I was lying on my stomach to steady my aim while shooting a rifle at the tin can target. Rusty jumped up on top of me and sat looking over my shoulder, with his cute little head cocked to the side as if to help me to make the perfect shot. I did hit the can, even with dog on my butt. It was at that moment, that I knew this dog was special and a rare bond and close friendship formed with Rusty and me. At night he slept below my bedroom window and whenever I went hiking in the woods, he was my faithful companion. During some of these walks he would occasionally disappear and flush out a skunk. The skunk usually won that round, and Rusty would reek of skunk. At those times, we would refuse to have anything to do with him and so he learned quite quickly that he didn't like this lack of attention. To this day, no one has any idea how this dog did it, but he would disappear for about an hour and come back smelling fresh as a rose. Those are the lengths this dog would go to in order to be near us. We assumed he rolled around in something to neutralize the odor.

I remember one particular summer I spent a couple of weeks with my Grandparents. They were in the chicken coop and I was in the house when I heard a car drive up. I went outside to find out who it was. Rusty came flying from somewhere and stood sideways in front of me. Everytime the man tried to get out of the car, Rusty would growl really deep and bar his teeth. No matter what I did, he refused to let me out from behind him. The man had to finally go away and said he'd come back another time. That dog was my protector and the most loyal friend I’ve ever had.
One of the first things I wanted to do after Tim and I started going out steadily was bring him to the farm and introduce him to my Grandparents and Rusty. At the time, Tim owned a Ford Escort. As we turned off the highway onto the gravel road that led to the farm, I warned Tim to not get out of the car until I said so. I think Tim was a little more than skeptical about my concerns. As we drove down the long narrow gravel driveway to my farm (about 1/4 mile long), the anticipation built to monumental proportions. As we pulled into the main drive area, Rusty came galloping up to the car with his head at par with the top of the car window. Tim took one look at me and said “I didn’t think you were serious!” I got out and Rusty bounded over to meet me with big dog hugs and slobbery kisses. I then told Tim to come out and Rusty greeted him in a friendly manner, knowing that Tim was okay. That weekend Tim and I took many walks in the fields and woods near my Grandparents farmhouse and Rusty was always at our side. I remember one particular walk across the fields, we were walking along when Rusty paused and started digging in the dirt. Tim and I kept going. Soon enough, Rusty was trotting along side of me with the addition of a distinct crunching noise. Tim asked what that was, and I speculated that it was probably a mouse or some other crunchy critter. Hey, the boy dog needed a snackie!

That evening, Tim walked with Rusty himself up to the end of the driveway and down the gravel road a ways. Tim and Rusty bonded just as nicely, but I think it may have had something to do with Tim feeding Rusty Certs the entire time. I think that Tim realized what a good and faithful dog Rusty was and I was so glad that Tim was able to meet Rusty. A few months later, Tim and I moved to California and never saw the farm or Rusty again. It was during this time that my Grandparents decided to sell the farm and leave Rusty with the new owners. I am not sure if I ever truly got over that decision and later that same year another farmer shot and killed Rusty, making it that much more difficult for me to erase the emotions and feelings that surrounded that event. That dog was my saving grace during a lot of troubled years and he is the one that got me through my cousin’s illness and finally death. The fact that I couldn’t do anything to save him has caused a lot of heartache and grief over the years.

I plan to use this blog to relive some of my childhood memories. I am afraid of forgetting them, and with no brother to reminisce with, I will be doing that here. :-)

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There isn't any one specific memory that sticks out the most about my Grandparents, but rather many different memories, smells, sounds and feelings about the farm. I have always loved the outdoors and to be able to wander freely and listen to the birds and hear the sound of the wind as it ripples through the pines. The wide open space so vast that you can look for miles and miles with obstacles or hi-rises, just the occasional farm houses, barns and silos dotted across the rolling fields of green, tan and browns.

I remember one particular tree that stood like a lone sentry in the middle of one of the fields next to the farm. I don’t know why it had never been cut down, but it sat majestically upon a rocky cairn. It was the ideal climbing tree, as it had branches set at exactly the right height for clambering to unimaginable heights. From here you could even see further, and felt a sense of complete freedom and wild abandon. I would sit in that tree for hours on end leaning back against the barky trunk and listen to the wind whispering through those needles. If you listened closely enough, you could hear the tree speaking gently to you with stories of the past. The tree's love and protection surrounded you like a giant cocoon.

Another memory stands out strongly about the farm. I had to verify this with my Dad, because it seemed so vivid that I thought maybe I was mistaken. I must have been about 4 or 5 and my grandparents still had some milking cows and I distinctly remember walking down to the “crick” with my Dad to bring the cows back up. Not sure how my Mom allowed it or felt comfortable with it. It's more likely that my Dad didn't ask just took me with him and figured he would deal with the consequences after the fact. All I know is that I remember not having any fear of these big beasts that were four times my size. All I saw were gentle giants with long purplish tongues. Maybe I had no fear, because I was with my Dad and he wasn't afraid. Who knows.

Once down by the crick, one had to watch your step, because the cows turned this softer earth into a landmine of little tufts of grassy islands with water swirling underneath. I can't count the number of times I misjudged and landed my foot into the cold icy water. I would squeal and continue squishing along, being more careful on the next landing. A lot of time was spent hopping from one grassy island to the next. It was a fantastic adventure for a small child.

~~~ Lizzy ~~~

Here it is...I actually did it! This was by far much more difficult than it sound.

  1. I would prefer to live on a farm.
  2. My most prized possession is my Grandma's Depression Rose luncheon set.
  3. I'm afraid of the dark.
  4. I love pine trees.
  5. I am addicted to coffee.
  6. I can make my own lattes and they are just as good, if not better than coffee shop lattes.
  7. The older I get, the less tolerant I am with cold Minnesota winters.
  8. I have found out that I love to write.
  9. There is nothing more beautiful than a Utah blue sky day.
  10. When I truly capture a good picture, I know it in my soul.
  11. I love my jeep wrangler.
  12. You can't choose your family, but you sure can choose your friends.
  13. I love God.
  14. I thoroughly enjoy Facebook.
  15. I like to watch people.
  16. Losing a loved one sucks to the max.
  17. The smell of fresh country air makes you realize how alive you are.
  18. There's more to life than work.
  19. Dolphins are the only mammal besides humans, that have sex for the pleasure of it.
  20. I still miss my Grandparents farm.
  21. I love tent camping, especially if it's raining at night. Nothing better than the sound of rain tapping against the tent walls.
  22. The best shower is one that you take after three days of backcountry hiking/camping.
  23. Fruit tastes the very best after a long, strenuous hike up a 900 foot ascent.
  24. Smells can invoke the most intense memories.
  25. A picture is worth 1,000 words.
  26. I love my iphone.
  27. Working in a cube farm is depressing and very un-motivating.
  28. The grass isn't always greener on the other side...
  29. Music does speak to my soul.
  30. A dog's love is unconditional
  31. It snowed on my birthday in 1984 --- April 29th!
  32. Technology is a blessing...and a curse.
  33. You are only as old as you feel.
  34. As of today, I have been married 21 years! (Back to blessings and curses LOL)
  35. My brother was born on my on my fourth birthday.
  36. My brother died 15 days after he turned 32.
  37. Weather fascinates me.
  38. I am a huge Garth Brooks fan.
  39. Coming up with 100 Truths is much easier said than done....
  40. Aunt Marge is extremely important to me.
  41. I hate wearing socks.
  42. I love ripped jeans.
  43. The older one gets, the faster time flies.
  44. I was a girl scout.
  45. Grandpa Douglass was a beekeeper.
  46. It makes me very sad when friends don't communicate with me.
  47. Sunflowers and daisies are my favorite flowers.
  48. My closest cousin died when she was 13. I was 14.
  49. My Grandma had Parkinson's Disease. My Uncle has it now too.
  50. There are stupid questions.
  51. When I was a kid I loved touring old Navy ships .... still do.
  52. I love the smell of sharpie markers.
  53. I still feel 22 inside.
  54. Most men in cowboy hats are handsome.
  55. I love facial hair on men (within reason).
  56. No snowflake is the same.
  57. Mosquitoes suck (LOLOL)
  58. I always have vivid dreams and remember them most of the time.
  59. I would rather be too cold than too warm.
  60. I hate kayaking.
  61. Chocolate and caramel are awesome combinations.
  62. Martinis are tasty.
  63. I have milked a cow before.
  64. Sunsets and sunrises are beautiful to watch.
  65. I don't like the feeling of lotion on my hands. Unfortunately it's a necessity in the winter, but I still hate the feeling.
  66. I don't like to touch public door handles, elevator buttons, or staircase railings.
  67. I am ambidextrous.
  68. I love hats.
  69. The Grand Canyon is awe-inspiring.
  70. America is the best country in the world.
  71. Thunderstorms are awesome.
  72. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
  73. Laughter is the best medicine.
  74. I have a thing for tents. We have 5....Always looking for more.
  75. I still miss my Grandpa Tschida.
  76. I love good food.
  77. I have a massive sweet tooth.
  78. A successful marriage requires compromise.
  79. I hate spiders.
  80. I love snakes.
  81. I had ice cream for dinner last night. Seriously...
  82. Shiny things fascinate me.
  83. Hawks, Ravens and Eagles are my totem.
  84. I have driven a tractor.
  85. I love office supplies....a lot!
  86. When I was 17 I put my baby up for adoption. He is now 24 and we talk almost every day.
  87. My brother played the guitar and sang....very well....
  88. My grandma had wild raspberries at her farm. I used to love to help pick them...and eat them. Nothing better than sun warmed fresh raspberries.
  89. In all my years of camping, the first time I ever saw a bear was a year ago and the bear was crossing the highway as we flew past in the car!
  90. I used to help score for my brother's Little League team.
  91. My brother and I biked home in the middle of a tornado warning. It was very scary.
  92. We threw a battery into a campfire once and it shot out of the campfire and narrowly missed my Dad's head. He didn't know what had happened.
  93. I live next to a US Marshall.
  94. I get really grouchy if I go too long without food (or caffeine).
  95. I would like to live in a treehouse.
  96. Food that others cook for you always tastes better.
  97. I have never dyed my hair. I have always like the color it is.
  98. The sound of a person using an emory board on their nails is as bad as fingernails on the chalkboard to me.
  99. I saved 11 of Annabelle's baby teeth.
  100. My favorite place to be is Zion National Park.

This is my first entry in this blog. I have another blog, but that is primarily dedicated to my Pudelpointer Annabelle. http://www.pudelpointer-annabelle.blogspot.com/.

This new blog, "Life in Lizzy's Eyes" will be all mine.

Today, I spoke with one of my very good friends, Gabbi, and she posed a challenge. Write up 100 Truths about yourself or anything at all. In theory, it sounds rather simple, but after I started to make the list, I came up with just two before I was stuck. I had to ask her for a couple of suggestions so that I knew if I was even heading in the right direction. So, I will take her up on her challenge and start writing. Look for the list very soon!